TECHNOLOGICAL DISRUPTIONS: The Interplay of Subjective Flaws and Virtual Space

A year ago I was forced to confront...

[Start of gallery]A year ago I was forced to confront my ideas about technological disruptions in a form that was more direct than I could have expected. For my final project in the 400-level English course Hybrid Forms taught by Prof. Shayla Lawson, I had decided to create an interactive online experience using Twine that would explore the materiality of virtual spaces. I thought that the project would result in a dynamic and overwhelming mixed-media website, but I thought that there would be an underlying cohesion to it all. On a conceptual level I knew that the internet and virtual environments are volatile, ever-changing. Even at this point I had written significantly about my behind technological disruptions, so I was familiar with thinking about failure in these spaces. Still, this intellectual understanding of the cracks in virtual environments could not prepare me for how all of my attempts at presenting the internet fractured. If my prose became too abstract, the meaning behind my work was rendered incomprehensible to a general audience. They would not have the conceptual framework to delineate between fine details and the overarching points I was making about the texture and weight of online spaces. Yet how else can you represent such a topic? Digital worlds do not simplify themselves. All of the sleek GUIs that fill up the modern era's screens are right-clicks away from spilling hundreds of lines of code. You tweak a variable, delete an array, and you might just make it crumble. Digital media is compressed between intricate layers of instructions that all must be in constant balance, and in constant communication. It does not lend itself to the simplification I wanted. So I stopped trying to force comprehensibility.[break + Link]

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